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I have been trying to avoid dating or being sexually attracted to men for the longest time( 3 years). This is because a man I liked once told me he wasn’t ready for a relationship and chose another woman over me and committed to her. I decided I would stop dating and no longer be attracted to them. Threw out all my bikinis, body con dresses and clothes that showed my shape and completely stopped posting on social media. However I still catch myself “looking” when I see a man who is conventionally attractive or is my “type”. How do I stop being attracted to men and be asexual?